My days have beeen SWEEET !
On fri , 11/1 !
I got to met orange ! & apple also called cos of something.
Teeeheee heee !
& liek he asked me to choose since I thoguht it was nicer !
HAHA !
And like some monday , I called apple but he wasnt in sch so he msged to say he had a stif neck !
& So i said it was okay !
When I went online , he talked to me even though he was appearing offline !
HAHAHA
YAY !

Then tues was (:
Cos , Apple called manymany times !
& like he said I was guai cos i dun enertain calls during lecutre time.
HAHAH !

Anyway , I was happy to see apple !
and yeah !
Came online and he talked to me again !
YAY !!!
I wanna wann wannna save all the comversations !
HAHAHA
SUCKERRRR !
I dunno but i have alot of fun talking to him.
HAHAH !

AND TODAYYY !
Like I saw apple before gng to lecture & I know for sure he amde eye contact first !
HAHH
YAY !!!!
YAY !!!!
Then sticks tongue out !
HAHAH !
MELTTTTTT !

and the ' hurr .. ' msg !
HAHAH

ok ok !
Isg was RETARDED !
I saw LAM XINNNI ! OMG !
She is so retarded !

shouldn have commited to the floorball game cos I am so dead tmrrrr ! OMGG WTF !

Gonna do my tutorial now !
BYEBYE !
I love appple MANY !

Today ended well !
Cos got to see and talk to two HEE HEEES !

Ehhh , thennnn , but she was damn unrasonable la , whatever burn u girl , burn.

ok ok byebye !

apple orange , both i like !

Bad day.

Screwed stats test.
Stupidly helped to do something that wasnt mine.
Fuckkkk , and well , no gratitude right.
Ya , stupid as ever.

- was screaming her head off in the canteen like it was my problem.
ERGH, pls , life's never fair.
Quit grumbling.

Saw - , i guess it was fated but i duno why she gave me that hug.
Overly excited.
Well , I missed her too but ...
Oh man , I hate thinkning about the past.
I want her back as a friend - duh but i guess no ?

A very much delayed lunch but whatever.
I was appologetic about being late for hte match but well ,
Dissapointment.
It always sets in doesnt it ?

I shoudl learn to control my emotions.
Esp at a point liek this.
Omgg , what am I doing ?
But I think i'm feeling this way cause yknow.
Yeahh.

The ride home was a long and disgusting one.
Almost died , cried cos it really was disgusting.
Hated it , Hated the thoguht that she wasnt gng home with us.
ERGH

Hated everything.
Wished Charlene was there though.
& I wished we didnt become this close.

So I came home & puked like madddd ?
& The feling was just so terrible.
Looks like both nikki & I had a bad day.

So all the replies I had were from char , nikki and tiff.
& Obviously I was hoping - would msg and yeah she did.
I was happy , I think ?
But then I thought of - & Idkkk.
Confused shit ass mind.
Errrrrr ,
I wonder if it'll be awkard to see her in sch.
Ergggh.

I guess its times liek these that I think about -.
CRAPPPPP.

I think i'm heading back to the c way .
Omgggg.

ORANGE OR APPLE ?
I LIEK THEM BOTHHHH !

Omgggggg.

Sucker ,
I cant wait for Friday la ! (:

Am I lucky or what ?

I'm happy today.

Btw , I am so annoyed with Jerome.
Whatever ,
bitchhhhh.

I met Christine today.
She was really nice.

I also said hi to zy today.
It felt good.
I still do know that things will never be the same again.
Its okay.
Friends we shall be.
I still miss her though.
Rmb the good times not the bad.

Lead me lord.

It suddenly stirkes me again ,
That I miss zy quite bad.
& I think she hates me ,
I dont think she even gives two hoots.

This ismy fault anyway.
There's no redemption for me.
She was a really goood friend.
What the fuck was wrong with me.

Why couldn I just smile at her that day.

I dont now how to tell her that I miss her as a friend & Sometimes it just hurts so bad.

I doubt she'll care.
SHe's happy with her life isint she.
To me , All of them , are nothing but useless.

Just because you're having your damn pms doenst mean u take it out on others.
And you call yourself a damn friend.
Sometimes I really think you've changed , and maybe what he said was right , you're arrogant now.
WTF man , why do u think u are so damn grat just b cos u are in track and u belong to whatever sports cub shit , hey let me tell u , u have no values.
You made me so madddd.
Haven I done enough.

You claim you dont know where u are going after sch ,
Liar.
Why does it seem liek everything is falling into place.

I didnt want to believe that u lied to him , but really
why have u become so scheming.
what do u gain out of it.
I sure know u wana be more popular now.

Well ,
all those fucking hard laughs,
So fucking fake.

Whatever.
I'm so bloody pissed today.