It suddenly stirkes me again ,
That I miss zy quite bad.
& I think she hates me ,
I dont think she even gives two hoots.

This ismy fault anyway.
There's no redemption for me.
She was a really goood friend.
What the fuck was wrong with me.

Why couldn I just smile at her that day.

I dont now how to tell her that I miss her as a friend & Sometimes it just hurts so bad.

I doubt she'll care.
SHe's happy with her life isint she.
To me , All of them , are nothing but useless.