ORANGE OR APPLE ?
I LIEK THEM BOTHHHH !

Omgggggg.

Sucker ,
I cant wait for Friday la ! (:

Am I lucky or what ?

I'm happy today.

Btw , I am so annoyed with Jerome.
Whatever ,
bitchhhhh.

I met Christine today.
She was really nice.

I also said hi to zy today.
It felt good.
I still do know that things will never be the same again.
Its okay.
Friends we shall be.
I still miss her though.
Rmb the good times not the bad.

Lead me lord.

It suddenly stirkes me again ,
That I miss zy quite bad.
& I think she hates me ,
I dont think she even gives two hoots.

This ismy fault anyway.
There's no redemption for me.
She was a really goood friend.
What the fuck was wrong with me.

Why couldn I just smile at her that day.

I dont now how to tell her that I miss her as a friend & Sometimes it just hurts so bad.

I doubt she'll care.
SHe's happy with her life isint she.
To me , All of them , are nothing but useless.

Just because you're having your damn pms doenst mean u take it out on others.
And you call yourself a damn friend.
Sometimes I really think you've changed , and maybe what he said was right , you're arrogant now.
WTF man , why do u think u are so damn grat just b cos u are in track and u belong to whatever sports cub shit , hey let me tell u , u have no values.
You made me so madddd.
Haven I done enough.

You claim you dont know where u are going after sch ,
Liar.
Why does it seem liek everything is falling into place.

I didnt want to believe that u lied to him , but really
why have u become so scheming.
what do u gain out of it.
I sure know u wana be more popular now.

Well ,
all those fucking hard laughs,
So fucking fake.

Whatever.
I'm so bloody pissed today.

I really dont know what to do.

I feel pressured that I want to maintain my 3.1 GPA or at least do better than last sem.
I know I need to stay focused , I will but I am just a little afraid that I might fall a little.
):
& there's no want to talk to because they're all my competitors.
Lucky I spoke to qing ying just now .

Not to mention I am damn fed up about jr and hafiz relationship.
Like hello its your relationship if u wanna knoe then ask your girlfiend yourself.
Stop it , just stp asking me.
And Sometimes I think Jerome doesnt use his braind it gets so damn freaking anoying.
Why do people have to drag other people into their relationship ???

I'm gonna mug this weekend.
All you idiots can go and die.
I neeed to do well.

Why do people fake it , yknow liek laugh but its fake ?
Or why do people speak like htey know everything.

I'm so irritable now.
Go awayyyy.

I dont know why , but i'm afraid that I wont do as well as sem1 .
& I really want to do well ,
I need to stay focused & maintain my grades.
I can , I will !

Laziness wont get me anywhere !
In about 2 weeks , ICA's are gonna start coming in.
& this week's filled with work.

Anyway ,
I dont know but I just sense that maybe wei feels a little uncomfortable.
I dont know.
I mean , you cant stop eople from making friends right ?
& I really dont wanna be known as the anti social kind.
Cos i am not.

At times I feel restricted.

Beeen feeling alright lately.
Just a little confused I guess.

1.I dont know if I should delete zhiyi from my msn.

I mean , I really dont want to be reminded of her.
Dont wanna be reminded of how we sused to have such good times but now we hardly talk.
& honestly I am quite annoyed that she only came running back when she was upset.
Sometimes I think what Mel did to her was her karma , for all the other things she did to ppl.

How I miss those times when we were really close but I constantly remind myself that I am definetly better of without her now & so many good things have happened to me over the past few months.
New team , classmates , results , things have been going great.
Maybe its just hard to let go but , I know in time to come I will.
I have to right ?
I think I find it so difficult to let go because they are closer to valerietheuglymouseofabitch but well , its okay cause I know for sure I am doing better than them.
Smoke your life away , I dont care about you.
Cause in reality , you are my competitor in life.

2.Triple-D & no results.

This makes me sad & frustrated but I only have myself to blame.
I seriously wish I could glue my mouth , get pills or go into a suana or something.
Okay , So I'm really counting on fit.
Sometimes it really gets tiring to triple-D everyday , esp when u have to face that STUPID wall.
Using the jacket supposedly burns more , but MY OH MY , how come I dont see anything.
Today I realised that my right side of my face is fatter than the left.

3.I miss going for all kinds of trainings.

Well simply cos It means i dun have to triple-D infront of the bloody walls.
Ergh , I wanna go for floorball with charlene , field with akid & netball with difRays.

4.I think one of my classmates is fake.
Esp this particular one.
I mean , why do ppl have to be who they arent ?
Its really so annoying , its really gets on my nerves yknow !

I guess thats all for today.
I believe that through prayer , god answers & he definetly listens too.

I just bought a book from my bro with different quotes for different days.
Not baddddd.
Gets e thinkning actually.

Alright , I'm sorry zy but I really have to delete you from my msn , its the only way.
Gooodbye my friend.

Now its just me & my blog !