Zy msged last sat to say she got the letter & thanked me for it.
She went on to say that she realy miss me & it really made my heart feeel heavy.
Like yknow its how I miss her too but its sometthing we cant bring back anymore even if we wanted to ?It was sad that she almost cried while reading the letter.Maybe that shows that yknow maybe, well maybe she still cares about hefriendship just that we cant bring it back to where it was but rather just let it live on in our hearts.Its also saddening that she's geting hurt in love cos I really dont want her to do & probably sad that I wasnt there was she was down but yknow at the same time , maybe thepresence of others did a better job than i did.yknowwww. Anyway , the whole thing ended well with me saying we'll probably go back to our own lives but she willalwya be in my heart & viceversa, it brought comfort I must say.
Ahhh , now sch's gonna start in 5 days & I feeel saddened that the yr 3's wont be arond anymore & she's gng away tooo. she's only gonnna be insch for , about 2 months ? ahhh. dont go ?
Ah well , good opportunity for her.I just want her to be happppy & I;m sure i'l be happy for her tooo (:

Its already mid weeek but i still thnk about her almost everysay and maybe it was beter if i didnt send the letter , but yknowwww actually everything turned out well just my recurrent felings.

Well we spoke on msn today due to some sch stuff.
We happen to be in the same LTC for NE but WTF there's only one lessonfor NE , yknowhow saddened i am ? Just totally crashed my hopes & proves even more how my hapines is alwyas short lived.Idk but i really hope that this sem i have left iwth her, i'll bump into her more cos its only in sch that i get to se her and yknowwwwww she;sgng and i just wannnna see her for the last bittttt.

Ahh , I'm gonna misss her a whole lot, well not liek i dont now but yknow when yknow someone is further away ... yeah probably a psychologial thing but ya !