HUI ZEEEE AND MALCOME !!!! THE NEW ECs

Today I told Jill how I felt about elane's words and what it actualyl led tooo.
The feeling is really sucky & I'm starting to hate her, so much for friendship eh.
WTF u're ot even fit to be my friend so be gone I hate you.

Anyway , I'm glad I spoke to jill cause she really made me feel better & knowing that she was so angry with elaine just shows that i mean this friendship is really genuine and whats even more amazing is that we haven seens each other in at least a year but the friendship has been gng on for quite sometime already.

grant me strength pls.

tell me why that crazy girls just cant seem to leave me alone ?
Its dman fucking annnoying.

Zy msged last sat to say she got the letter & thanked me for it.
She went on to say that she realy miss me & it really made my heart feeel heavy.
Like yknow its how I miss her too but its sometthing we cant bring back anymore even if we wanted to ?It was sad that she almost cried while reading the letter.Maybe that shows that yknow maybe, well maybe she still cares about hefriendship just that we cant bring it back to where it was but rather just let it live on in our hearts.Its also saddening that she's geting hurt in love cos I really dont want her to do & probably sad that I wasnt there was she was down but yknow at the same time , maybe thepresence of others did a better job than i did.yknowwww. Anyway , the whole thing ended well with me saying we'll probably go back to our own lives but she willalwya be in my heart & viceversa, it brought comfort I must say.
Ahhh , now sch's gonna start in 5 days & I feeel saddened that the yr 3's wont be arond anymore & she's gng away tooo. she's only gonnna be insch for , about 2 months ? ahhh. dont go ?
Ah well , good opportunity for her.I just want her to be happppy & I;m sure i'l be happy for her tooo (:

Its already mid weeek but i still thnk about her almost everysay and maybe it was beter if i didnt send the letter , but yknowwww actually everything turned out well just my recurrent felings.

Well we spoke on msn today due to some sch stuff.
We happen to be in the same LTC for NE but WTF there's only one lessonfor NE , yknowhow saddened i am ? Just totally crashed my hopes & proves even more how my hapines is alwyas short lived.Idk but i really hope that this sem i have left iwth her, i'll bump into her more cos its only in sch that i get to se her and yknowwwwww she;sgng and i just wannnna see her for the last bittttt.

Ahh , I'm gonna misss her a whole lot, well not liek i dont now but yknow when yknow someone is further away ... yeah probably a psychologial thing but ya !

OMGGG
I Totally dreamt of apple ytd and that we held hands andddd aiyooo it was just sweeeet k !
(:

Today , Apple called & it was a unknown number so I picked up carefully.

M: Hello ?
A: Quack quack
M:Oh its you, HAHA.
A: Are you currently holding a job now ?
M:No?Why?
A: wana work ?
M:where ?
A: at bobbies la
M: dont want la, work as what ?
A: Serving lor
M:Dont want la , o fat how to squeezing in betweeen ?
A: Shit you la *laughs*

and then i was nice to say a very nice byee ! HEEEE
I can play it over in my head kkkk
Whao i rock !

This way, that way.

Xinni : I didnt know you still come here.HAHA.I'll never get to sing infront of a taxi driver again.Heh heh!

I dont know.

I dont think so ?

I dont want.

Say byebye!

I'm quite boreddddd now.

Waiting for time to pass till I go do something elseeeeee.

Quite shocking ,

Lucky it was nothingg , I've a weak heart.

-.-

OMGGGGGG !
Duccccccckie talked to me ytd , teeeeheeee
No actually I talked to him first then i stopped and then he asked if i was working.
OMGGGG.
Ok Dont getcarried away now ,
BUTTT i was happpppy ! (:

Gooooodbye folks.