I met Christine today.
She was really nice.

I also said hi to zy today.
It felt good.
I still do know that things will never be the same again.
Its okay.
Friends we shall be.
I still miss her though.
Rmb the good times not the bad.

Lead me lord.

It suddenly stirkes me again ,
That I miss zy quite bad.
& I think she hates me ,
I dont think she even gives two hoots.

This ismy fault anyway.
There's no redemption for me.
She was a really goood friend.
What the fuck was wrong with me.

Why couldn I just smile at her that day.

I dont now how to tell her that I miss her as a friend & Sometimes it just hurts so bad.

I doubt she'll care.
SHe's happy with her life isint she.
To me , All of them , are nothing but useless.

Just because you're having your damn pms doenst mean u take it out on others.
And you call yourself a damn friend.
Sometimes I really think you've changed , and maybe what he said was right , you're arrogant now.
WTF man , why do u think u are so damn grat just b cos u are in track and u belong to whatever sports cub shit , hey let me tell u , u have no values.
You made me so madddd.
Haven I done enough.

You claim you dont know where u are going after sch ,
Liar.
Why does it seem liek everything is falling into place.

I didnt want to believe that u lied to him , but really
why have u become so scheming.
what do u gain out of it.
I sure know u wana be more popular now.

Well ,
all those fucking hard laughs,
So fucking fake.

Whatever.
I'm so bloody pissed today.